I watched movie after movie, holed up in my dark room, with the world moving, working, DO-ing outside. I can show up to work- that's not a problem. It's all the interactions outside that.
I have a curious reaction to seeing people I know. I want to turn the other way and GO.
I'm not happy in isolation. I know that, but I'm comfortable.
I'm not happy in isolation. I know that, but I'm comfortable.
In certain situations I am fine.
1. When someone else is hurting- I easily can be there for others.
2. Amongst people who are very rich (tempered with engaged, intelligent minds) or very poor- The very poor I feel are "my people" and the very rich can hold conversations with me about society, politics, art, philosophy, history- things I think about and want to learn more.
3. People I know without a shadow of a doubt, know me and love me. There are a few. People that I can say or do whatever comes to mind and they will embrace it- they get that in return from me.
But otherwise, I often feel-- just weird.
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