Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Gearin' Up...

Yes, the tour approaches. I have quit smoking (again, and my voice always sounds better when I do), but, every time I quit, I eat like a maniac. I don't want to. I just can't help it.

But, I haven't smoked. I can diet; I can't get back the days of life shaved off by each cigarette.

That's what I'm telling myself, as I tug at my stupid sweatshirt around my slowly forming muffin top-love handle-whatever the hell they call this shit now days. In my day we just called it rolls. Plain ass rolls. Well, not ass-rolls. Unless you DO have ass rolls. And in that case- Damn! Gina!

Great time to run across my latest crush. I mean, I'm so ridiculously shy as it is, but here I am, gut all engorged from my Taqueria Vallarta burrito, and in my snazzy work uniform- no less.

I kinda ignored him. Its what I do. Its been a very effective strategy so far, let me tell you. *smirking*




Ah well, thank gawd I'm leaving the country. A whole two plus weeks of getting to see outside the U.S. of A. I have never left the country, barely seen California, really.

Am I excited? I have been ecstatic for a couple weeks. Not sleeping. Freaking out.

Nervous (make sure everything works out just right)

Now, I'm just shocked I get to go and I'm more mellow. Like, disbelief and acceptance, er,... something.

No one I know in my family has left the country, ever. Not my immediate family for sure.

I'm a hoodrat on the loose with a passport! Back the f-up!
(ha, found this online)

I got about a hundred bucks for week one, two hundred more for week two (late depositing work check). I have no idea what to expect. It's probably not enough money but, whatyagunnado???

I took the quarter off from film school for this tour, so, no student loan money. And I have work set up to cater to my school schedule. So, not a whole lot of work. Thinking when I get back, to search out some beginner bartender jobs. I'm a crappy waitress, a decent nanny, but I'd like to try something different- that'll pay.

So, all in all?
I am fat, excited, and becoming an insomniac.
BUT, I really can't believe I'm gonna do this Euro tour thang... WOOO HOOO!!

Monday, March 29, 2010

My very first solo blog... awwwww


Well, here we go. A maiden voyage. I've been writing in Myspace and other blogs for years. Now its time for the real deal. I post about once week, sometimes more.

I will be leaving for Europe and hopefully I will get to post while I'm away....

We will see...

this is a link to my myspace blog